“Take a shower, wash off the day. Drink a glass of water. Make the room dark. Lie down and close your eyes. Notice the silence. Notice your heart. Still beating. Still fighting. You made it, after all. You made it, another day. And you can make it one more. You’re doing just fine.”— Charlotte Eriksson
sometimes I look at myself in the mirror & I feel like I’m looking at an impression of myself. something is not right. it’s close, but not quite. uncanny valley but it’s my own image
“If only I had known how quickly the days pass, how small the window of time was in which I could tell you how much you truly mean to me. Know it now. I love you, I love you, I love you. The hour is late, you have one foot out the door, but I do love you.”
I’ve been like oh I’m sooooooooo chill now, I’m not nearly as emotionally reactive as I used to be. and then anything happens to me and I have a full freak out panicked crying breakdown and it’s like. oh. I was just. avoiding situations that could have potentially upset me in order to maintain my calm cool collected facade and I’m actually the same amount of emotionally reactive as I have always been. cool cool cool we love it. love that. don’t want to die at all
i have no idea what’s happening w my life at this point. i just make cute playlists and admire sunlight on chilly fall mornings